g4chavi的部落格

dec 30, 2001 pm 05:04
01.一夜風雪

Suddenly, I have deeply feeling that being in life is easy. However, drawing myself out to feel what I am in life is tough. It is a kind of feeling that someone whom we can not be aware of waiting with baited breath to see how/what we are going in life. I also wonder whether it is a framed affairs that we can not foresee. Life may be suffering but I don't regret I am here and still alive. We have no choice unless people end up their life. The more people explore the life, the bitterer they bewilder and suffer.
Sometimes I think the cup is half-empty and other times I think it is half-full. The changes in my mood are the product of my past life, combined with the present and my blur view of the future. If the path that I have walked is controlled by a superior force, I still want to believe that it is a endless amount of paths to choose from. But to find the one that will give me most yields is a tough puzzle. Often I feel I walk ahead blindly. To achieve the things I want most, more happiness and less suffering, I try to use the things I have learnt so far in my short lifetime as my guidance, combined with the common sense of what I may think. To steer clear of all the sunken rocks can not be done. In such a matter we feel that life is just suffering and every time we take is as though a hard hit. But if we open our eyes for all the small things of happiness that surround us, I think we might fool the "superior force" and balance or uneven the scale of life with more happiness than suffering. A flower that just sprung out, a sincere smile of a child, a call from a friend, all these things we can put into our memo, to force out the bad and replace with happiness I am seeking my happiness and hope I am sure in the right path.

Ragen相當崇尚自然,
喜愛與大地與動物接觸,
老愛跟我談論
be good or be self?

I'm not a Chirstian, not a Jew, not a Zoroastrian, no even a Muslim.
I don't belong to the land, or to any known or unknown sea.
Nature can't own or claim me, nor can heaven.
Nor can India, China, Bulgaria,

在大盒裝的RUM冰淇淋中
能挖到一顆顆的葡萄乾
感覺是幸幅的
像捉迷藏似的

Chavi, a gypsy, grew up to be an energetic & lively woman,
who is constantly the center of attention and is very popular among people.
It's apparent from the outset that something about her was odd,
yet this is nothing new but unique to her partner.

after talking with my big brother/ mentor, Hansen, Geir Helge, I have some introspection on my life.
I review my life at present.
I write it in English though my english isn't good Enough.
I'd like share it with my lovely friends.

社會的進步
基因工程的進展
或許

宗教與政治的產生
不知是有意的創造
還是伴隨著自然誕生

英國人對寵物的熱愛可說是不下於愛孩子般，貓在英國算是很普遍的寵物，對貓的溺愛可以從貓對人的理睬來了解。我家隔壁的老英，養了隻黑白花貓，長相沒什麼特別，但給人的印象不是一個“跩”字可了得。這只老肥貓，一看就是缺乏運動，除了主人三餐餵食吃喝玩耍、飽食終日之外，就是扮起老大架子等著被人取悅、讓人噓寒問暖。
前陣子我家後院辦起一場ＢＢＱ，這只老肥貓從後院與鄰居相隔離的短樹叢裡鑽了出來，也來湊個熱鬧。我拿了小魚干來引起牠注意，沒想到這只貓連理都不理我，呼嗤呼嗤的樣子好似鄙視的態度來告訴我，它平常可是用燕窩洗臉，魚翅漱口。對我的乾扁小魚毫不理會，甚至連湊近聞聞意願也沒有。另外，它慢條斯理地沿著樹叢間走著，好像一副這是牠家後院，絲毫不放我這個屋主在牠的瞇瞇眼底。後來終於願意湊近來嚐嚐我們的魚，但還仍以散步的姿態走近，瞇著眼睛望了我一下，甩動了下它的尾巴，屁股就對著我，又是一付，“嘿，我已經依你請求來抬愛你的乾扁魚干，你可別因我的吃像來搶我的魚。”似乎完全搞不清楚這條魚是誰賜的，倒是反客為主，好像是我在覬覦牠的食物。