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服飾百貨商店櫥窗對女人來說（針對一般衣櫥老是少一件衣服的女人），總有無限吸引力，腦袋瓜子就是不聽使喚，思考能力是化整為零，把自己的眼睛就這麼盯著緊緊，像是看緊獵物，絕不輕言放過的態度，這一層迷思，特別深刻，就不知怎打的破。

好個週末夏天，城裡頭人滿為患，好像全曼城的人都集中到市中心來；雖然知道週末是英格蘭足球隊在曼聯足球場爭霸，但也沒預期到其他人也會湧進市中心，想說大伙都往曼聯場上廝殺去了。除了一堆身材火辣的辣妹（不火辣的也沒辦法避開）身著清涼服裝讓男人養眼外，也有不少赤膊的猛男讓我透過相機養眼，自個兒看個爽。

這幾天曼城又放晴，連續一週的陰雨綿綿，即使好眠也都快生厭了。英國的春夏交際之時是植物生命力最望的時刻，每週都可以找到不同種類的花朵綻放，樹葉茂密生長的速度尤其驚人；可以明顯感受萬物生命力發達的一刻。首圖為在樹叢堆裡，樹葉已經茂密生長到底部，一大片樹葉的面積包住樹幹，翠綠的令人眼睛為之一亮。

小時候特別愛過節，原因很單純，就是學校放假日時刻；最愛的節日除了含暑假外，中國年與春假是最長假期，其他的節日似乎印象就沒那麼深刻。不知從何時開始，自己就不怎過節，生日、復活節、聖誕、元旦、中國年、情人節等，對我來說似乎都沒有什麼意義。可能根據過去的經驗，期望值過高，失望值相對也會提高。

北英格蘭曼徹斯特是個工人階級的大城市，生活治安在這算是不良，所以天黑或是傍晚時刻，我都會盡量避免在外一個人遊蕩、閒晃。盡量在自己的能力範圍內，保護自己、維持自己的自身安全。
記得第一次來曼城是在三月的星期天，為的是找房子，早上十點多就抵達，火車站距離大學路不遠；出了火車站不到五分鐘的時間，就見識到喝醉酒在街上叫囂的人群。心想怎回事，一大早就有醉漢了，接著看到路上遊民要錢；以前都是在市中心才會遇到的事件，怎在曼城大學路上，像是生活常態，遇到不少一連串令人擔憂的問題。

從Human Relations到Corporate Communication一路走來，研究的議題總不脫離Network。單純從人際關係裡：言語交際至肢體語言的互動模式研究；進而推展到科技溝通裡，人際間文字應對與符號應用的交際模式，總總研究議題都環繞著Network－互動網。

對女性狩獵者，首要擇物策略，首先圖一時之快，浪漫短暫戀情者，能言善道的口舌功夫是一項標準，口齒靈活外加言之有物更是將標的往上增添；企圖經營長期飯票者，反方向擇物方式，口齒駑鈍但誠懇老實，又是網獵入囊、宜家宜室狩獵目標。

對男性狩獵者，首要獵物搜尋方式，面貌姣好、

今天晚上找完相關evolutionary theory與economic and historic structure的相關文獻後，整個人眼睛都呈現模糊狀態；眼睛肯定是過勞。起身決定下樓找點東西拍照，順手處理房間的垃圾，抬頭望了天空，拿了相機就拍了幾張宿舍夜景。
首圖是照了張夜色青藍為上，燈景金黃舖地的全景。額外於文章後，拉了近照的夜景，遙望對街的教堂，配著暈黃的路燈，讓教堂突顯夜色隱藏的詭祕；迥然於白日清晰高聳、莊嚴雄偉的特景，光與夜的呼應，更凸顯出另一股隱密的氣氛。

Lately I've been searching for the information about evolutionary divergence between China and Taiwan. Due to the current statistic findings of my research－Conflict management through Computer-mediated Communication (CMC) in the work collaboration, the findings of media-switching request suggested significant difference in e-mail, audio and video use. In addition to psychic distance and relationship experience/quality, evolutionary divergence between different economic histories caused the media use difference, which is related to the traditional quan-xi building and western interaction.
I consulted with several friends who are Chinese mainlander employed in foreign-invested enterprise and Taiwanese working in China as a foreign-invested enterprise regarding the computer-mediated communication difference in media-switching for conflict management. A logical explanation of my current statistic findings for the media-switching request would be the past economic history difference: Capitalisation and Privatisation process. The statistic findings show some interesting result that under the same Chinese culture, the media adoption would be due to the difference of traditional quan-xi building and modern western interaction. Apart from the geographic and relational boundary (culture, language, time-zone and territoriality difference), I didn't expect that evolutionary divergence could be an influential reason to make sense of the CMC utilisation difference.

Yesterday I had a difficult sleep. The sleeping quality is quite bad and woke up with unusual fear. My mind was occupied with the view in the dream and the reality. I couldn't tell the reality and was difficult to distinguish the location where I really exist. The dreadful feelings made my heart pounding with fright. I seemed to be in somniloquy but I was not sure whom I was talking to. The fear was from a war aura and I heard the scream from an aged 30-40 years old woman shouting out her kids to hide in a bomb shelter.
The place was bombarded with fire ball and the explosion was thunderous with overnight air raids. The crowd stampeded and many were crushed or trampled by other running refugees. I felt trapped to get out of the scene from nowhere and heard of a plaintive wail and trembling cry out loud for help. Then I woke up with shivering and listen attentively of the sound outside. The night buses and the patrol helicopters caused my deep fear of the war, yet there is no war but my fear from the dream. Then I fell into sleep again but the scene of the war was in ruins and it resumed.