今天其實睡得很少，很早起；昨天晚上睡覺前我又開始我的research paper預估七月中要投的稿子。不過只要腦子使用過熱，就容易發各式各樣奇特的夢境，這幾次的夢常常把鬼魅事件轉移到身邊人的故事。
夢中我夢了分別與兩個同名的法國男子（Oliver）說話，跟了第一個法國男子說話的同時，身邊都有一個過去很要好的朋友C（現在已經是拒絕往來戶－－－我身邊的朋友要變成我的拒絕往來戶是少之又少），但是我只記得與第二個Oliver的談話內容，因為第二個Oliver的個性比較Neutral，跟我談起了他的生活哲學。
我夢到我與該朋友C談話得同時，與該朋友間有一種權力爭奪場面，只是大家心照不宣，夢中我聽著法國Oliver說著說著的同時，我跟他要了一杯熱水，然後突然間我轉向其他的歐洲朋友，繼續生活哲學的話題，其中有一個操著很歐洲腔的黑棕色捲髮的男子跟我談人生分享的心得。突然間幾個歐洲女生走進了房門，跟Oliver打情罵俏，我就說again, same game again, I am so tired of this. Nothing really special between men and women. It's another power-control game again. Nothing new. I really want to get out of here now. It seems that tomorrow is just another day. Nothing special.
這時候我過去要好的該朋友C很小聲地跟說(whispering)：Do you have to be so mean? 我一臉困惑地看著她，我不懂她是怎麼解讀我mean的起來，我突然有種很防備的心態說：I don't understand why I can't address my own opinions. It's nothing to do with you. Not everything is to do with you. Oliver突然轉頭跟我說：Yes, Tomorrow is another day. As long as you make everyday different, tomorrow will be another different day. Hope you enjoy every different day. Our life is full of different experiences. How surprising and how amazing it could be as long as you think differently.
這時候我又頓悟了，沒錯，只要我每天都覺得很精彩，那我就可以把我的生活觀念改變，我就會過得很又意思，每天很享受，心情上也會很樂觀的看待每件事情，壞事也是好事，因為把生活變得很有挑戰性（但是也不要太挑戰啦）。然後我看著Oliver說：I got to go, I am so happy now. Thanks.
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真有趣，在我的夢境裡，跟我聊天的人常常都會自我介紹自己的名字跟來歷。
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