Suddenly, I have deeply feeling that being in life is easy. However, drawing myself out to feel what I am in life is tough. It is a kind of feeling that someone whom we can not be aware of waiting with baited breath to see how/what we are going in life. I also wonder whether it is a framed affairs that we can not foresee. Life may be suffering but I don't regret I am here and still alive. We have no choice unless people end up their life. The more people explore the life, the bitterer they bewilder and suffer.
Sometimes I think the cup is half-empty and other times I think it is half-full. The changes in my mood are the product of my past life, combined with the present and my blur view of the future. If the path that I have walked is controlled by a superior force, I still want to believe that it is a endless amount of paths to choose from. But to find the one that will give me most yields is a tough puzzle. Often I feel I walk ahead blindly. To achieve the things I want most, more happiness and less suffering, I try to use the things I have learnt so far in my short lifetime as my guidance, combined with the common sense of what I may think. To steer clear of all the sunken rocks can not be done. In such a matter we feel that life is just suffering and every time we take is as though a hard hit. But if we open our eyes for all the small things of happiness that surround us, I think we might fool the "superior force" and balance or uneven the scale of life with more happiness than suffering. A flower that just sprung out, a sincere smile of a child, a call from a friend, all these things we can put into our memo, to force out the bad and replace with happiness I am seeking my happiness and hope I am sure in the right path.
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